Drix(KitHk)'s Chain of Memories

short sad post...

2011-01-09T10:55:00.000-08:00

well...i'm pilled up with assignments but i still wanna write a post now as its been a long time since i blog..haha..geng...well...currently...everything has not been running smoothly these days...have no idea i started my 2011 with argument with not only my family but also friends that i cherish...sometimes..eventhough i know and it's clear that the fault is not mine, i always put my head down and apologize....but strangely, nowadays i dont. I tend to care less on those things and just move on....is it because of assignments pilling up, my behaviour, or my attitude that lead me to care less on it...Yeah...i know the consequences on the actions that i have done,...i know it's too late for me to fix it...but what i can do is to let it be...now...i can felt that i'm missing something in my daily life.that missing something in my life....gosh..i hope that i can go back to the past and redo my mistakes then...if i didn't do those thing...at least i will still have a friend...well..these happens to me all the time..but i have no idea why...this time...it really does take effect on me...dont get me wrong...i'm not EMO now ok..just kinda sad and regretful...Hopefully things will be better in the future....things have been shaky at the beginning of this new year...well..haizz...

..i came by this picture in facebook today,,,then i notice..it's gonna be couple of days left for my birthday to come...which falls on the 1st DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR...haiz..having a feeling that it will be bad as what i did experience in the last 2 years...21 years old...and yet...due to some problems...that day i feel will be a normal day...hopefully not a sad 1....

*I really hope i can say sorry and things will go on as things would be,,,but sadly...i can't...*

Reborn

2010-12-08T08:30:00.001-08:00

I will update my blog soon....haha...busy these days..

Yes or no?

2010-07-20T10:04:00.000-07:00

These few weeks have been hectic for me....sad+emo+tired+confused.....since i said those 3 simple yet meaning words to the person i love recently....The answer she gave me at that moment makes me to be more determined to try harder and harder...to care....to love...to worry....to cheer her up when she's down...BUT...things went wrong...when i couldn't date her out even once...keep lying to me.........when she starts to stop eating together with me....to reject every single time i ask her out....I even got shoot sarcastic words from her towards me...but i still try to pretend that those words were not true....sometimes she puts on a moody face...i try to cheer her up...but she always doesnt smile when around me but with other friends she does...i feel like such a loser...to be not able to be the one that makes her smile...

By this...i got the clear picture that she is actually avoiding me and rejecting me slowly..even though she says let fate decide...but actually we are the one that determines our fate....

Well...i decided to try not to care for her so much....as i always feel that the more i care for her...the more she will think that i'm a irritating person....

However, everytime i tried to avoid her...when i see her...i always have the feeling of wanting to get close to her....

SO what i'm suppose to do when Everytime i tried to walk away from her, there's always something that reminds me that i should stay....BUT when i stay...she tends to ignore me and eventhough we talk it's not in a happy manner...but i still put on a happy face eventhough it is a cold talk...

Even sometimes i dream of her....and remembered the memories that we had...the times we went out......even though for her it's a normal thing but to me..it'll always remains in my memories.....

The more i think of her.....the more hurting i will be...cause i know deep in my heart....that...
I LOVE HER>>>BUT SHE DOESNT.....
.....that's why...it's been few days in a row now i been playin basketball non stop to stop thinking of her.....but sadly it only works in that specific moment....then after that..i will think of her again...haizzzz.....

MY GREAT FRIENDS all encourage me that it is better i let go and move on...there's always a saying that there's not only one tree in the whole forest.....

....BUT....it's easier said than done....when you are deeply in love with her...even though she doesn't love you...it doesn't change your feelings towards her...that's how i feel....always before seeing her i will keep it to myself that she doesn't like you so just give up already....but...when i see her...everything turns around and i cant help myself...well...maybe i've already fell deeply...looks like it's not easy this time...

my mind tells me not to...but my heart cant help it...

Maybe i and her should go our own ways.but it's so hard..When you love someone...you dont actually have to be together with her....i agree...but are u willing to???...if you love her so much...could u bear the pain she is walking with another guy....holding hands..while you are watching from afar...it's not easy...

Sometimes i wish that my phone would ring and it's her on the phone asking what i'm doin and how was my day.and even ask me out...well...not even once this happens.....even this simple things becomes..a miracle for me....

I know i should be strong....but i feel so wrong...there's always something that reminds me of her face....saying i love her is always a tease to her...i'm always a joke to her.....i know i cant hide it from myself...but i'm still holding on..it's not easy to smile...but i always have to...so what am i suppose to do?

.....Back into emoness>>>

2010-06-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

.....Let me apologize to begin with.........
......let me apologize for what i'm about to say....
....let me apologize for leaving my blog for so long.....
....let me apologize for going back to my emo life.....
.....History has repeated itself........
.....Somehow...I'm really bad in expressing myself and getting thru my social life....
.....Many things have happen these few weeks.........
.....Allow me to briefy summarize the things that had happened,,,...
.....Going to Gamma year(2nd year of degree)..>>>harder and harder...
.....Breaking up from a relationship due to reasons.....
,....Separating myself from someone......
.....My friend told me something that's true about me...i'll find someone that i like in less than 6 months....and i did,...I really hate myself for this....But i have no idea why i cant hid these emotions of mine...yeah......BUT tryin to blind myself from the truth....i keep on neglecting that the person i like already likes another guy....Well...as what i would say,,,is if she is happy then you are happy rite??well...it's easier said than done really.....
.....recently....i'm been thinking much,....and tryin to fix this prob....but...i cant say in here....
.....The only way to let me forget this is to play basketball...so...frequently these days i have been playin basketball non stop...at least it can keep me from throwing myself to her as i know that most probably i will be hurt again......well...gotta thanks my friends for tryin to cheer me up and accompany me out when i called them....,,
...BUT...now...it's not over yet...the nightmare still continues

....new song

2009-11-01T09:50:00.000-08:00

....new song

hey...it's been a long time since i updated rite?..why???of course...It's the second week of my class now so it's been busy...and yea...very busy.....Erm..it's kinda late now...so...i'm gonna short the week.....

Erm...My results came out....And yea...no first class honours...blueks....i have no idea why too...but i'm quite sastified with my results in degree,...of course...i'll try harder next time....

...Okok lo...i think....well....what to do..what;s done is done rite>>i can only change the future....not my past but only to learn from it.....^^...i sound like an old uncle...
haha
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...okkkoko

moving on....

I have a friend(you know who u r). which has been encountering some probs with her relationship and my another other friend introduce me a song which hey...relates to what i wanna say....

He ain't the one by stevie hoang....man...his songs are really damn good yea....

Here's the lyrics and song....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cceEzkuFW8w,,,

Ye.....Who.....Ye.....

Tell me why you stay in this relationship

When all you feel is pain

Tell me why you put up with the mall these years

You've got so much more to gain

I dont wanna be steppin on nobody's toes

But it think that you should know

He dont appreciate the things that you do for him

It's time to let him go

He's always with his friends

Never by your side

Runnin up the streets

Comin late at night hey

That aint the way the love supposed to be

Cant you see

He aint the one that's gonna treat you right

He aint the one that's gonna be by your side girl

Deep down inside you know

You gotta let him go

Youre so much better baby cant you see that

He aint the one to give you what you need

I'll be the one you spend your whole life with

It's killin me

Cuz you cant see what i see

Girl you should be with me

Cuz he aint the one for you

I can see why you think that you re in love with him

Cuz he's all you've ever had

But take it from me that aint how it suppose to feel

I can make you understand

I was there girl to wipe your tears when you cry

Everytime he broke your heart

Deep down inside im secretly in love with you

And it's tearin me apart

I'll treat you like he should

Never leave yourside

Im ma spend thetime

Girl i'll do you right hey

I'll show you the way the love supposed to be

Just come with me

He aint the one that's gonna treat you right

He aint the one that's gonna be by your side girl

Deep down inside you know

You gotta let him go

Youre so much better baby cant you see that

He aint the one to give you what you need

I'll be the one you spend your whole life with

It's killin me

Girl you cant see what i see

Cuz he aint the one for you

All the time she made you cry

All the time she told you lies

All the times he let you down

All the times he wander around

Girl you dont have to do this anymore

Just find a scam to walk about the door

He aint the one that's gonna treat you right

He aint the one that's gonna be by your side girl

Deep down inside you know

You gotta let him go

You re so much better baby cant you see that

He aint the one to give you what you need

I'll be the one you spend your whole life with

It's killin me

Girl you cant see what i see

Girl you should be with me

Cuz he aint the one for you

He aint the one he aint the one for you.....

which is my second song in my playlist now....

you will understand when u hear the lyrics.....

And last but not least....i met a great girl last week....but we seldom meet each other...so...hey...Let the time says...Of course....i hope for the best...but i also cant have my hopes too high rite>>??dont really wanna fall into the same scene as last time...which is not a pretty pic.....but...of course..waitin for her to come back....^^

Give love one more try

2009-09-27T08:54:00.001-07:00

You, you're like driving on a Sunday
You, you're like taking off on Monday.
You, you're like a dream, a dream come true

In your eyes, when I saw them for the first time
and that I was gonna love you for a long time
With a love so real, so right

How did it play out like a movie?
Now everytime it's beat can move me
And I can't get your smile off my mind

Cause you might think that I'm a fool
For falling over you.
And tell me what can I do to prove to you that it's not so hard to do?
Give love a try one more time.
Cause you know that I'm on your side.
Give love a try one more time. One more time.

Will update more after exams...

..Speechless...

2009-09-22T14:42:00.000-07:00

Yes...and yes...the time is now 5.42a.m...woke up from sleep??no no...havent slept and i havent took my afternoon nap also...why...???3 reasons......
1. Study some chapters....
2. Thinking nonsence(emoing la)....
3. Reading my whole blog...

Oh ya...recently change my spec..no big difference..just more lighter.

And yea...more and more emoing....Look at the comments that used to be send to me....now??is there any???Well...typical hui Kit is back...always emoing....well..finals is next week....Prepared??..well...not so..but so far so hard..of course...i still go online and saw some pics of my friend with their couple..who i like BEFORE....and hey...happy for her....regreted...but still happy.....Well...have i met someone else now???...The normal ans...NO....Do i like a girl now>?? ...NO....Sleep rite and eat rite???...NO.....Do i have to take the hard way and go back kl again?..well...we will see after finals...STOP THINKING OF THIS KIND OF THINGS??...hey.....i tried....each day by each day...But hey...It's all right...i'm always like this...Of course...i want to be happy as last time...but..haizzz....Have u ever wondered what it would be in the future??...it keeps haunting me everyday....questions like WILL I MEET HER? IS SHE THE ONE? WILL I GET HURT AGAIN? IS EVERYTHING GOING TO BE ALL RIGHT?...I dont know...but hopefully i can ans this questions soon...I wish i can undo the past...since i cant do anything about the future...but in reality...i cant...

Thinking of going dp and mp alone, scrolling contacts A-Z to find someone to go out with which ends up with no one, eating alone meals, no one to chat in msn, no responce in msn, no this no that...That's the kind of life i'm experiencing now...Boring rite??well...yeap ...that's the life i'm experiencing now...So...u tell me....AM I HAPPY or UNhappy...of course..

P.S...it's not a matter of maturity,,,it's the matter of emotional....but hey..i always believe to have faith in tomorrow...as tomorrow is still a mystery

...Funny thought...

2009-09-14T11:06:00.000-07:00

hey....It's been a long time since i have blogged...Why so long????weLL usually stuff...Assignments....Presentations....Emoness....Studying....Revision( Finals is in 2 more weeks..haha).......What is the most unbelievable thing happen???well....my field theory mid terms got 49/50 and electronics 1 got 14/15.....which is the most hardest subjects in my sem now...strange...the easier 1 i'm not good at but i'm good at the hardest...haha....well...not to brag...but...i did studied...so...happy for the results i got..next...final.....haha...

Truthfully...i'm bloggin now cause after today i wont be really that free anymore...With finals on the way....so..since i'm free now...so....i'm making use of my time now...

Erm...Firstly, I would like to say....I'M NOT EMO EMO EMO....i just have that lonely time...but only for a short while..hey..it's a single syndrome..haha..The most embarrassing thing is that sometimes.....when i want to find someone to eat dinner with...I have to take out my hp.....and scroll from A-Z in my hp contacts to see who's available...and the conclusion in the end....no one...alone going to eat...haha...so...It's not i want to be alone..just that i cant seem to get hold of anyone..haha...But hey no matter....every failure leaves one big step to success yea...haha..

Of course..when i'm home alone i will be thinking "nonsense" like why i'm single and that kind of stuff la..haha...but now i'm much better than last time....like now...I suddenly came across a thought which is quite FUNNNYYYY....i suddenly notice that ALL and i mean ALL the girls i like before all have bf now and even living very happily...coincidence???....of course..i wish them happiness always...haiz...well...let nature takes it's coarse yea....^^

Of course...some of my friends will sure to ask...hey..why dont her,,,.??? u and her very close ma...belum cuba belum tahu...sekali cuba tiap tiap hari mau.....dont give up......chioonggg....and
many more.....haha...well..u ask me why dont I go for it???.well...i'm listening a song now..and well...let the song do some of the explaining....

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Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love....

yea....Bleeding love by Leona Lewis..(i think i spelled the name right..wakakaka...)

so.....yeap...I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough.....This song explains almost all of my feelings before...haha..Well....i remembered this song was introduce by one of my friend, Pinkish...which we lost contact now...as i remembered...she felt the same as the song...well...I forgotten the reason why we lost contact...but i wanna say...thanks and sorry to her....

Hey...i will get into a relationship later...only when it's really 100% and yea 100% comfirm....dont want to felt hurt again...hey ...who does??/haha.......

End transmission.....

Kena tagggg...

2009-09-07T09:37:00.000-07:00

Tagged by suszi

ow for this tag there are only 3 rules.1) Tag it to 10 people afterward excluding the person who tag you2) Be truthful3) Have fun and Enjoy ;)
1. What have you been doing recently?Studying for Final...going up and down campus for assignments....and many more..
2.Do you ever turn your handphone off?I don't.
3.What happened at 10am today?sleeping...haha..
4.When did you last cry?erm....when i broke up???long time d lo...
5.Believe in fate/destiny?sometimes.
6.What do you want in life now?happy, healthy, successful and full of company from no matter friends or others
7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put your hood up? just put your hood up
8.What's your favourite thing to do on bed?Sleep lo..
9.What bottoms are you wearing now?secondary pj shorts
10.What are the nicest thing in your inbox?I cant remember.
11.Do you teand to make relationships complicated?Maybe.
12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?erm..not sure
13.What was the last movie you caught?dance flick..not recommended
14.What are you proud of?having great friends
15. What does the oldest text MSG in your inbox say and who is it from?Reformat so no more messages
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?love song by fang da tung
17.Do you have any nicknames?Ah Kit, Kit zai, kit kit,kitten,kitty,,,banyak lagi la..hehe
18. What does the newest text MSG says and who is it from?Assignment finish d
19. What time did you go to sleep last night?3.00a.m
20.Are you currently happy?Not sure
21.Who gives you the best advice?Friends and mum.
22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?No.
23. Who do you talked to on phone last night?Last night?None.
24.Is something bugging you right now?nop
25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?my classmates
26. Do you like yourself?errrr...strange
27. You want $5 or $10?^^
28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?sometimes
29. Who is your best best best friend?hs,ky,alex,many more...
30. What will you do if you like a boy/girl?Find that person for a drink or movie
31.Who are your favourite stars?A lot
32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?nop..mum will be mums
33. Have you ever driven before?yes ..everyday
34.What type of boy/girl do you like?It depands. Orang mancis>>.??haha...
35. Now are you single/attached?Single
10 people to tag:
1) Alex chang
2)Eunice mai
3)Venice
4)Kyron
5)Han seng
6)Michelle tee
7)Marilyn leo
8)Lian su fen
9)Janice Tan
10) Kee weng

..I'm ok

2009-08-12T10:27:00.000-07:00

well...everything checked...i feel better....so...thanks for your concern everybody....i appreciate everything....well...going to school tomorrow for class and exam...wish me luck..so...i'm just saying i'm ok and just some neck pain but i'll manage....^^.....Thanks for my friends that visited me this afternoon....i was very gan dong...hehe....pengz,,,^^....well...gotta sleep now....

p.s.....i updated news songs to my blog....haha....lovin it....

I got an accident...

2009-08-11T02:50:00.000-07:00

On 11/08/09....at 8 a.m...i was turning in from bukit baru....to jalan sentosa(the police flat)...when i saw that there was no more car..i turn in....suddenly...a saga blm mbs 3269 appeared out of nowhere..then at that particular moment...i cant break and eventually i got bang from the left side....My car condition is all the parts of the left side of my car is gone...Now...i even remember the incident when i close my eyes...then i came out from the car to see the saga driver is he ok...from what i remember his airbag opened...and he and his wife is ok...erm..i did not have the chance to take the photo cause few minutes after that i felt the effect of the accident...i felt my hands shaking for no reason and my chest hurts as if 3 knifes is inserted into it...Then finally my mum came as i called her when i got crashed...then she brought me to the pantai hospital....then we left the myvi aside...the scene...as i can remember is full of people around me...mostly toll truck drivers...and many people asking what's wrong....then when i reached the hospital...the doctor check my body parts to see if anything is broken...and i did an x-ray...ct-scan(to check the brain)...and luckily nothing is wrong...just feel dizzy and chest pain and shock from the accident...yes...my hand are still shaking now...and i feel dizzy now too...Imagine my life is almost taken away in a split second...at that time i was thinking of a lot of things...family...friends...relationships..studies...and many more....imagine after the crash..everything went black and when u wake up u found yourself next to broken glasses and scrap metal around u...yes...scary right...well...after the hospital...i went home to rest.....then i went to make a police report with my dad which took me 3 hrs to settle....rm200 compound....rm400 insurance money....the car repair bills....and many more...well...in short...i'm ok...just that still in shock and chest pains and dizzyness...well...i'm not sure when i can go back to uni...but hopefully soon..cause i have exams on thursday and friday....

and after this there are some things that i wanted to settle...some i already solve..cause i almost experience death......and each seconds counts...

I will update on how's i'm feeling sooner later...now i have to lie down....well..these are mostly what happen....the rest i cant remember...anything call me and i'll reply to u all soon...

No luck...is it wrong???

2009-08-06T00:29:00.000-07:00

Is it really wrong to really put one's feelings in the person they love???well...in my case...seems like every heart i put in seems to be in a lost...is it just my luck that it happens this way..well...of course..there are a lot of suggestions from friends...bad...good....average...and many more....but to be on the safe side...i'm just tryin to accept it...maybe it's my wrong maybe...AM I SAD???AM I OK???...well...i have been living up to this questions for about my whole life during this kind of moments of my life and hey......I'm always trying to live up my life....trying to make things happy around me....till the day finally that someone stop hurting me....for now...i can feel that my fate hasnt really change yet...with every hope that this relationship would work....finally...i disappoint myself....How would you expect me to love someone truthfully next time since the whole time i have been experiencing badly in the previous years.??..Now i finally understand..why some people said dont put your feelings 100% in someone you love..cause eventually....u might end up yourself hurt....if u make promises it should be kept....but if u cant then dont make empty promises...that's the thing i learned....

Well...just my luck...seems like i'm just not cut out for this kind of things yet....with the hope that i wont get hurt again...

Exam exam..not hidden anymore

2009-07-26T09:44:00.000-07:00

Well....exams coming soon...then holidays 1 week...Well..come to think of it...i really dont want that 1 week holiday...cause...it's really S-I-E-N when it comes to holidays at this time...well..my life???well...found my life love partner......getting busier in exam...missing my friends(all and i mean all)......Well...of course...i miss my darling too...cause we cant see each other often till she finishes her exam...well...these days i have been thinking too much..such as...(confidential)......well...maybe i miss her too much....of course...i'll wait for her...i cant be selfish rite...so...it's as a life of gold to wait for her...till that day that we can finally meet...and going out naturally...^^....soon soon....I came to know of some of my friends that stop calling me...I have no idea who said that the guy has a gf has no time for other friends....IT's totallyyyyyy wrong.....if u guys didnt call how i know there is an outing...if there are classes or thing to do..sure..we're busy but dont give an assumption that we accompany gf and dont have to accompany friends..that's lame man...It's the heart that counts.....well..coming back....erm...yeah...i love her more and more by the day...if i dont...will i think nonsence???haha....well...i'm looking forward to be finding back my friends in my 1 week holidays....and hopefully her.....seems like people all around me is happy and great....The (XXXXXXXX) that i XXXXXXX previously all are happy with their new companions...well...of course i'm happy for them...do i feel sad?????nahhhhhh....haha....cause there's only one for me...^^...okok.it's kinda late...so...lights out...

i feel
OH...
and i'm buying a new laptop...
dell studio 15...in 3 weeksss ++(for enginerring work)
n82.....(not sure..dont ask me why..))

oh...and my blog is no more hidden cause i feel that i have no need to hide anymore

...19.6.09...11.17p.m..wo ai ni..

2009-06-19T09:48:00.002-07:00

This is the time that changes my life.....Cause it's the time i haven given the chance to take care of a person i cherish most...It's a shaky start..but soon i will get into it...it's a promise....It may be a trial...but it's a responsibility that i have taken to take care of u doi doi...I love you...I ensure u...this is not the happiest time of our life because the happiest day of our life is yet to come...and i believe it will...It's when we starts our adventures and bumpy rides...but let's face it together to overcome every obsticle and solve them together...It's a promise to be treasure...
Oh...let's get way back...i started my degree year d...and look at the pic..the tom and jerry of our class..but hey..without them there will be no fun rite??
haha....well..yeah...of course...it's hard...but hey...the apportunity is open for u..it's how u make the best of it.....

And..this love story begins at this very moment

..Proud To be a ABC...

2009-03-24T10:13:00.000-07:00

Yo...i have been thinking all this while...why should i pretend to be someone that i am not...For a girl that doesnt appreciate me.....So...I have decided....NO MORE....i'm no more The chinese wannabe guy....I'm proud to be A ABC....it's my origin and my passion....

Tagged by Alex

2009-02-14T08:58:00.000-08:00

well..first...how is my valentines day...^^/..same as every year...and the rest remains a secret

..Birthday eve...

2009-02-02T07:24:00.000-08:00

Well...It's 11.25p.m...It's going to be my birthday soon...19 years old...Time really flies...Well...First of all i will like all my friends that wish me just now...Thanks...Well..I dunno what plans will it be on my birthday..hopefully..something...^^...Well...My wish for every year till now is to be happy at every moment and healthy and happiness...Hopefully this year it wont be so disappointing as the previous years...Well..It's raining very heavily now...Wondering around...Waiting for 12.00a.m..^^..And i'm still having a 8a.m class tomorrow..^^..so..Looking forward to tomorrow..^^

Updated results

2009-01-29T08:23:00.000-08:00

Well...It's been kinda lonely with all my close cousins went back home...Eventhough cny last for 15 days..For me..It ends yesterday...on the 3rd day as they went back...i will always miss the times we had together...had fun and laugh at each other and even laugh for the fun of it..well...I'm back to my lonely self now..Will update after few days later on more details...and this are my updated results...english B..^^

Trimester : 2 2008/2009

Alpha Result
GPA :	3.67	CGPA :	3.76	Academic Status :	Pass
Hours :	9	Total Hours :	27	Total Points :	101.598

Code	Course Title	Grade
PEN0025	ENGLISH II	B
PMC0025	CALCULUS FOR ENGINEERING	A
PPH0025	PHYSICS II	A-

Tagged by JOSH

2009-01-23T19:04:00.000-08:00

It's early in the morning..and i was looking as josh profile..wth...u tag me...haiz..I just woke up without doing my hair also..haiz...okok..

The Rule is!!!!

1. Take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair. Just take a picture.
3. Post the photo with NO EDITING.
4. Post these instructions with your photo.
5. Tag 5 people.
I'm still half awake..^^..Told u my hair is the same even when i wake up..

theres the person i tagged....
1. Yue ying..^^
2. Eunice
3. Alex
4. Marilyn
5. Janice

Well...I was really really bored then shaun came back...Called me to go jalan jalan...SO....we went to mp,dp and even went there to have his haircut..I'm not allowed to show the before and after pic..he will kill me..^^.then around nite time..we went to jonker street to buy some of my stuff and unexpectedly we end up late in a late nite movie...wathing a horror movie..Underworld 3..Hey.It's not that frightening...It's exciting...especially when u see the faces and expression of the girls in front of u..haha...Well..Shaun didnt have a jacket as it is going to be cold..so..i lend him my jacket....

Shaun with my jacket...

Oh...I'm kinda working on a project...So..I ask shaun whether want to accompany me...He said no probs...Thx dude...^^...Here are some sneak peaks of what pics that have been taken that day

Pantai kundur

Portugis Settlement

The Interior of the cinemaImagine the amount of people in that movie

Oh..And on that day shaun and i had lunch with nic and danny at island red cafe
Well..cny is coming soon...Same as my birthday...^^...Well..after my holiday..It will be headache..as i not yet choose which coarse should i take in degree that will place me either melaka or cyberjaya..Will i still be here??well...I'm still thinking...Then it will be back to..
Books and stressAnd everyday parking in school's parking lot

But hey...ang pau ang pau first..so..enjoy...^^currently waiting for my relatives to come back..Then..bring my cousins jalan d lo

sem 2 results...

2009-01-23T01:21:00.000-08:00

Trimester : 2 2008/2009

Alpha Result
GPA :	-	CGPA :	-	Academic Status :	Pass
Hours :	9	Total Hours :	27	Total Points :	101.598

Code	Course Title	Grade
PEN0025	ENGLISH II	PASS
PMC0025	CALCULUS FOR ENGINEERING	PASS
PPH0025	PHYSICS II	PASS

Hey....^^..my sem 2 results are out...i got 3.762/4.000(total points/total hours)..^^...first class honours again...^^...haiz..at least my hard work paid off...including the pengsan...^^...well..now i can really enjoy cny..^^..wish all my other coarse mates good luck too...

...Realise....i'm MAYBE leavin mlk..

2009-01-19T07:58:00.000-08:00

well...it's really been a while...after all the worries i have...it's back to my little cove..ehhemm..The previous few days she has not online and even wont return my call.didnt update her blog...well..it's none of my business..but i'm kinda worried..it's not like her to skip all her daily activities..well..today..i've finally ease that it's nth...She's just busy...Hey..what can i say...I think too much...and worry too much..well...i've been thinking...i dont know i'm cut out for her..i've been thinking about it....well...i felt that she already has someone in her heart..so..if letting go will make her happy...i'm happy to do so...^^...as long as she is happy.....I dont know what she thinks about me...well..maybe she thinks nth at all...The percentage keeps dropping and dropping each day..As much as i want it to work out...but the expression day by day...haiz.I was planning to do something for her on that special day..but i think...there's no chance and mood for it....well..it's still a lonely holiday for me...friends working...and studying...spend most of my time in dp alone...sometimes...my friends in dp working ask me...walking alone again...and i just nodded..hehe..well..what can i say...i'm single and alone..^^...got my hair cut today..oh...i dont really wanna take photos of it yet...so...u can see it when u see me in cny...^^...

....Well...There goes the love part...now...it's the serious part...my dad came and ask me...have i chosen my coarse...Really...i've been thinking....i have to choose my coarse before my sem 3 that is on 2 feb..Well..maybe..i'm leavin...my mum ask me to stay at mlk...my dad ask me to go cyberjaya..It's my call now...well..MAYBE i'm leavin mlk for 4 years...maybe i'll still be here...well..still considering...

..A lonely and expensive holiday..

2009-01-13T06:19:00.000-08:00

..WAking up without the ring of my handphone....
..Wondering whether is there any message for me when i wake up in the morning...
..Well...suprisingly...today there is...^^...At least my day today didnt turn as bad as it is...Xie xie o..
..Same old day...wake in the morning...on the com...clean up...
...Well...i stayed the whole day at home...Just went out to buy some food for my family...
..If not the will starve...For every same day...I like the feeling of my hp ringing or heard a sms tone...then..i will feel i am not that lonely...well...I dunno...It's really a very lonely holiday...Of course...my friends are sure to be busy before CNY comes...some working...some schooling...
..and some outstations...well...It's kinda bored living the day..minute seems like hours...hrs felt like days...well...time passes when you have fun rite,,,?Well..i got an sms from my beloved kai jie yesterday..asking me whether i want to work a not...from 16 till 24 jan as a promoter..
at dp void(upstairs)....well..i'm still thinking...my mum is sure to kill me..she asked me to stay at home and rest...because due to me not getting enough rest...(i have only 3 weeks holiday..so..she ask me not to exhaust myself..^^..mama...)..dad a...no comment..hehe..So...maybe i have to turn down o jie...i'll inform u ok...I went school yesterday...to kill my boresome...met some teachers..some old friends..but...the person i aim to go to school for..didnt come that day...da tau..hehe..nvm nvm...I was planning to buy my CNY clothes also...And after survering the whole day...I finally bought 2 Jeans...and 1 long sleeve shirt and one t-shirt...all cost me RM300...that didnt include my nike shoe...haha...Of course...i havent go bankrup..Cause..i plan on my budget already..hehe...and besides..money is coming in on cny..haha....BTW>.i wont show the photos of the clothes i bought..u will see it on cny..if u see me that is....haha...
but.. i can show you my shoes.

..well..tomorrow will be another day...Same routine..waiting for that call or sms...^^...

3rd Tag By yue ying^^-updated

2009-01-10T23:31:00.000-08:00

１）被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
（２）請老實的回答每一個問題。
（３）不行擅自塗改題目。
（４）寫完請點8位小朋友，不可不點。
（５）點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。
（６）那8位小朋友填完問卷，必須把問卷寄回 - 給你填問卷的人

-----[ One]. Personal questions - 10 questions -----
[ 01 ] 你叫什么: [01] what you call: Hui Kit
[ 02 ] 你的綽號: [02] Your nickname: Drix
[ 03 ] 你的血型: [03] is your blood type: I dunno..
[ 04 ] 你的星座: [04] your Constellation: Aquarious
[ 05 ] 你是男還是女: [05] you are a man or a woman: man
[ 06 ] 你幾歲: [06] you age: 18++(less than 1 month 19 d..^^)
[ 07 ] 你住哪裡: [07] where you live: Ujong Pasir, Melaka
[ 08 ] 你現在的學校: [08] you are now in schools: MMU(multimedia university)
[ 09 ] 你有沒有手機: [09] Do you have mobile phones:Yes....
[ 10 ] 承上，那是多少: [10] for, that is how much: ？？RM1900

-----[ II]. Friends questions - 10 questions -----
[ 11 ] 你最要好的朋友： [11] your best friend : a few....not only 1...
[ 12 ] 你最討厭的人： [12] the most hated person : counts
[ 13 ] 你最正的女性朋友： [13] What is your female friends are : a few..
[ 14 ] 你最帥的男性朋友： [14] you most handsome male friends: dont think got any...
[ 15 ] 什麼樣的女生你最討厭： [15] What kind of girl you hate the most: Silent and icecy
[ 16 ] 什麼樣的男生你最討厭： [16] What kind of boys do you most dislike: girlish type....
[ 17 ] 你的好朋友有誰：[17] your good friends.. : meng,alex, hanseng, ...

[ 18 ] 你經常和哪位朋友出去： [18] friends that u always go out with: anyone which is free
[ 19 ] 你身邊最憨的朋友： [19] the most naive/silly friends : Meng
[ 20 ] 你身邊最可愛的朋友： [20] the most cute/adorable friends : yiyi

-----[ Senate]. Feelings title - 15 Questions -----
[ 21 ] 你有沒有喜歡的人： [21] Do you have a lover:.no..thinking a lot..because i like someone now
[ 22 ] 如果有，那他叫什麼： [22] If have, what he/she called: ....secret
[ 23 ] 如果沒有，那你希望什麼時候有另一半： [23] If dont have,when do you want the other half of your partner : dunno....
[ 24 ] 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過： [24] So far, how many people you have been Confession: uncountable
[ 25 ] 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過： [25] So far, how many people you have been too Confession: erm..dunno
[ 26 ] 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友： [26] So far, you have how many bf/gf: none...
[ 27 ] 你現在有另一半嗎： [27] Do you now have your partner: COunts
[ 28 ] 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣： [28] your best friend of same sex with you confess to you, how you will react?: Sorry...i dont like playing fencing
[ 29 ] 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎： [29] Your first lover suddenly confess to you, will u accept?: Of course i will...^^
[ 30 ] 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人： [30] why you would like the person you like now: because she is special from others and she has the characteristics of a maiden
[ 31 ] 你跟你的另一半牽手過嗎： [31] you and your partner hold hands before?: ..haven
[ 32 ] 你跟你的另一半抱或親過嗎： [32] you and your partner hug or kiss before?: nope..
[ 33 ] 你跟異性牽手過嗎： [33] with the opposite hand you had it:no....
[ 34 ] 是誰，你們什麼關係： [34] Who, What is the relationship between you: Dunno
[ 35 ] 現在有人在追你嗎： [35] Now, got people wanna go after you?:I dunno..no gua

--- [IV]. Mixed title - 10 Questions -----
[ 36 ] 如果有天，好朋友離你而去,你會怎樣：[36] If one day, good friend leave you, you will : sad
[ 37 ] 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會怎樣： [37] If one day, good friend betrayed you, you will : hate them.
[ 38 ] 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會怎樣： [38] If one day, good friend to you a new and hate the old, what will you: i duno what it is about.....
[ 39 ] 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎： [39] If you cant stand your parents, will you run away from home : No..i will only go out and calm down.
[ 40 ] 你上課認真嗎： [40] Are you serious when in class?: Counts on which subject
[ 41 ] 你上課都在做什麼： [41] What you do when attending classes?: listen to lecturer....thinking of other stuffs....sometimes daydream
[ 42 ] 你功課好不好： [42]How well your homework?: 100% done
[ 43 ] 你打開電腦都在幹嘛： [43] What you doing when PC is on?: erm..friendster..msn..youtube....
[ 44 ] 你的即時通裡有多少個同性： [44] How many same sex friend in your messenger?: more than gals....
[ 45 ] 你的即時通裡有多少個異性:[45] How many opposite sex friend in your messenger?: not many...

-----[ Kivu]. Murderer title - 10 Questions -----
[ 46 ] 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰： [46] Who tag u?: yiYI
[ 47 ] 這個人對你好不好： [47] How well does the person tagged you treat you?: 3/4 hen hao^^
[ 48 ] 這個人是你的誰： [48] What relationship between you & him/her?: i dont wanna answer
[ 49 ] 你有喜歡過這個人嗎?： [49] Do you ever like this person ?: i dont want to answer
[ 50 ] 你們認識多久了： [50] How long have you recognize him/her?: few weeks
[ 51 ] 這個人是怎樣的人： [51] How is his/her character?: she's sweet and nice to be with
[ 52 ] 這個人正／帥嗎： [52] Is he/she handsome/pretty??: yes
[ 53 ] 這個人有沒有喜歡過你： [53] Does he/she likes you before?: i dunno
[ 54 ] 這個人跟你有沒有在一起過： [54] Does he/she been together with you??: nope...
[ 55 ] 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼辦： [55] If you like him/her, you will: .??..

————-[ 陸] . 聯想題- １０題————- -----[ Land]. Lenovo title - 10 Questions -----
[ 56 ] 說到正妹你會想到誰： [56] Speaking of younger sister who you would have thought : dont have..i hate to have also
[ 57 ] 說到帥哥你會想到 [57] Speaking of handsome guy who you would have thought :no one
[ 58 ] 說到憨你會想到誰： [58] Speaking of silly who you would have thought :meng
[ 59 ] 說到痴你會想到誰： [59] Speaking of idiotic who you would have thought : duno
[ 60 ] 說到暗戀你會想到誰： [60] Speaking of Secret Love who you would have thought : no one
[ 61 ] 說到出去玩你會想到誰： [61] Speaking of go out to play who you would have thought: frenz or those who call me
[ 62 ] 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰： [62] Speaking of smart ghost who you would have thought :no one
[ 63 ] 說到傻子你會想到誰： [63] Speaking of fools who you would have thought :...
[ 64 ] 說到笑點低你會想到誰： [64] Speaking of the low points laugh Who you would have thought: dunno
[ 65 ] 說到愛笑你會想到誰： [65] Speaking of laughter person who you would have thought: wei bo

-----[ Paint]. School title - 11 Questions -----
[ 66 ] 你的班導是誰： [66] who is your class monitor?: every subject different class rep...
[ 67 ] 你的座位是第幾排第幾個： [67] Where do you sit in class? which row?: random..mostly in front.
[ 68 ] 你最喜歡的老師是誰： [68] Who is your favorite teacher : CK kang
[ 70 ] 你的英文好嗎： [70] Is your English good?: sure..^^
[ 71 ] 你的體育好嗎： [71] Is your sports good?: counts on which sport
[ 72 ] 你的數學好嗎： [72] Is your maths good??: 95.8895%....
[ 73 ] 你喜不喜歡你的校長： [73] Do you like your principal??: hai hao....
[ 74 ] 你的學校好看嗎：[74] Does your school looks nice??: hai hao...
[ 75 ] 你的班級是： [75] What is your class name?: PE09
[ 76 ] 你的班級在幾樓： [76] Your class located at which floor?: Random
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i tag...

Alex(hehe...he's gonna kill me)
JH
Marilyn
Han seng
Eunice mai

...I just notice...you use translator o...hehe...i also use before..i dont understand also...that is why i didnt write...but thanks for the effort o...i appreciate it...^^...

2nd tag by yue ying..^^

2009-01-07T06:29:00.000-08:00

Question: What is your name? (Please give one answer)
×Hui Kit ×

Question: What is your nickname? (Please give two answers)
×Drix*
×小恶魔x

Question: Three books which you often read? (Please give three answers)
×Physics.(haiz...)
×Magister negi magi*
×uni books gua.

Question: The things gained from Blogging? (Please give four answers)
*A chance to express how i feel*
*Occupy my time*
*Know what is going around and let my friend know what going on with my life*
*Spend my lonely times*
Question: Your favorite food? (Please give five answers)
×wan tan mee*
*chicken rice*
*spicy chicken mcdeluxe(mcdonald)
*chai tan(forgotten what is it call in eng)
*lemon chicken*
*ABC*
Question: Favorite songs? (Please give six answers)
*forever love-wang lee hom*
*shuo hao de xin fe du-jay chou*
*shuo ni ai wo,zhuan ji-pan wei bo(will)
*yuan lai wo zui ai de ren shi ni bu shi ta-eric*
*cai hong-jay chou*
*ni bu zai,ai de jiu shi ni-wang lee hom*

Question: Places that you wish to go? (Please give seven answers)
*KL(visit relatives)
*eye on malaysia(not yet been there yet..haiz..)
*Japan
*Seaside(not alone of course)
*my gf(dont have yet) house
*singapore
*United states

Question: All-time favorite movies, dramas, or animes? (Please give eight answers)
*bu neng shou de mi mi
*la lingerie
*yuan lai wo bu shuai
*hot shot
*magister negi magi
*initial D
*miss no good
*shin chan

Question: Items that you wish to obtain? (Please give nine answers)
×A toyota vios*j class
*someone i love and loves me also
*Nokia n97
*family love
*good friends
*presents for any occasion
*gifts from the person i like
*a better laptop
*better internet connection

Question: You want to pass this tag to? (Please give the names of 10 friends)
×Eunice mai
*alex chang
*ong jun hong
*fiona
*marilyn leo
*(cant think of anyone at the moment)..sorry^^

Well...i take this chance to write down a few words..erm...it's gonna be my last test tomorrow..i'm sure tomorrow i will be back around 2a.m in the morning...because all of my MMu friend will be going back on friday...so...we are going to take the whole day to wet(haha)...the plan..i think was going to sing K at Dream box..then eat sate celup...then go jetty...(either pool,arena or i dunno...seems like they wanna drag me somewhere..well...we will see...for someone..u know who u r...hey...smile...there is no need to cry over spilled milk...if that person leaves u just like that..that is not a true friend..well...i'm bad at cheering people up..working on it...well..all i can say is..dont worry..be happy...watch tv..^^

Tag By yue ying^^

2009-01-04T04:14:00.000-08:00

Rules #1: 被点者请在自己的BLOG写下答案。
Rules #2: 请传给另外其他人。(至少3个)
Rules #3: 传阅人请在这时个人的留言板中，告知他/她已被点名了。
Rules #4: 这些被点名者，被点的会得到幸福，愿望立刻实现。
“幸福套餐”开始咯......

幸福套餐1
01 你的绰号:小恶魔*DriX*(Hui Kit)
02 年龄: 18++years old(after feb 3rd is 19 o)
03 生日: 2月3日
04 星座: aquarius
05 兴趣: 上网,blogging,出去玩,play music instruments,driving
06 专长: Driving

幸福套餐2
01 你有没有喜欢的人: ...有..dont know she likes me or not?
02 是否在交往: after exam..because now very busy..after exam..i will sure bring her out
03 现在幸福吗: bu(no)..yin wei wo bu dong wo xi huan de ren xi huan wo ma???
04 如果上天给你勇气，你最想做的事是:hai bu dong
05 如果有一天你爱的人跟你告白，你会: counts..ru guo you de hua...yin gai hui ba..but....ru guo xi huan de ren le...wo hui de...
幸福套餐3
01 点你的人是: Yue ying
02 他是你的: ?????
03 他的个性: 很nice... ^^
04 认识他多久: 还没到一个星期哦...(really 1 o))
05 你觉得他怎样: hen hao de nu hai zi
06 你想对他说什么: xi wang wo men ke yi cu qi zai xing qi liu..(you jing xi..SHHH...zhe ge shi yi ge bu neng shou de mi mi..shi yi ge suprise o)
幸福套餐4
01 最爱的节目: 娱乐百分百，disney channel^^
02 最爱的音乐: forever love..shou hao de xin fu de..shou ni ai wo(pan wei bo)..bla bla bla.
03 最爱的季节: 秋天吧...
04 最爱的卡通:doraemon
05 最爱的人:my family...my peng you...yi ge hen te bie de ren..
06 最爱的颜色: black,white and bla bla
07 最爱的国家: japan.....
08 最爱的天气: bu hui re..bu hui leng..hai hao

幸福套餐5
01 如果上天给你3个愿望：我会许:1)我会很幸福 2)wo hui gen wo de xi huan de ren zai yi qi3)xi wang wo xi huan de ren xing fu
02 你是个专一的人吗: hai hao..ru guo zhen de xi huan yi ge ren hen nan fang qi
03 最深刻的回忆: zai xue xiao die dao, jing yi yuan
04 你是个很有信心的人吗: hai hao
05 你很爱微笑吗: hai hao la^^
06 如果要你放弃现在的生活，你愿意吗: ru guo ke yi de hua..gen xi huan de ren yi qi guo re zi
07 妄想什么样的生活: 幸福，快乐，甜蜜
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱: ????

问卷到此结束，点人者请至于被点者的留言板。
现在，我要把幸福套餐送给···

alex chang
fiona
小鬼鬼( bu dong ta you blog ma??)
jun hong
Eunice mai..^^

My new MyVI...

2008-12-08T07:18:00.000-08:00

well....some of u might wonder...what my new car looks like..so..here u go...and...p.s///i'm not showing off ok...i'm just displaying cause someone ask me to...no offence..

The backseat

The steering( still with paper mat)

exterior(back view)

INterior(steering wheel)

FronT(side view)
and finally...front view...
special thanks to my parents...and family...

..updated results and things happening recently..

2008-11-05T08:54:00.000-08:00

hey..well...these are the updates on my results..i will try harder next sem...keep moving forward..well...now...my emotions or feelings is kinda confusing due to something that had just recently happen to me...i dont really know what to do....should i go for it???or should i not...will i be disappointed again..am i doing the right decision...i know of my always saying..never try never know...sekali cuba tiap tiap mahu...but ....if really it goes badly..i dont think i can take it again really..so..just to say of it...i'm afraid...well...there is a spiderman saying..."great power comes with great responsibility"..but in my life...i have nvr had a chance to experience that responsibility...if i do...i promise myself i will be responsible and with a commitment,passion and intimacy towards that person that is willing to be with me...do i have that chance???are u the one??should i or not??this puzzles in my mind since yesterday i notice this funny feeling...i dont say i'm fallin in love again or anything...i dont dare anymore..but...i really want to really...i'm just afraid...yeah..i know..i should be brave but if u were in my shoes..you would know what is really going on..I have been waiting since yesterday for a hi or even a single word from that person...just only a word...i got excited and suddenly became very happy...but till now..there is no reply...am i being illusinating??..haiz..well...hopefully i can get into contact with her...and be the one that cares for her from now on till forever...this is my dream and my wish...am i dreaming or reality??i do not know...well...i can now only wait for that sms or even a nudge or even a way of contact....i'm waiting for you..

these are the updates of my results anyway...thanks everyone for the congratulating..i appreciate it...

Academic Achievement (Result Online)
Note : The print out of this page shall not be treated as an official document.

Student ID	:	1081101972
Name	:	LOI HUI KIT
Degree	:	Foundation in Engineering

Credit Transfer
Code	Course Title	Course Hours
*no credit transfer record*

Trimester : 1 2008/2009

Alpha Result
GPA :	3.81	CGPA :	3.81	Academic Status :	Pass
Hours :	18	Total Hours :	18	Total Points :	68.598

Code	Course Title	Grade
PCA0015	COMPUTER APPLICATIONS	A
PEN0015	ENGLISH 1	B-
PHD0015	HUMAN DEVELOPMENT	A-
PMC0045	PRE CALCULUS FOR ENGINEERING	A+
PPH0015L	PHYSICS LAB 1	A+
PPH0075	PHYSICS 1	A

...My results...

2008-11-04T07:27:00.000-08:00

hey....i finally got my 1st sem results...thankfully i pass the whole paper with CGPA of 3.8111..hehe...suprised myself...hehe...well..still looking for her...still searching...well..will write more on it next time ya...

Academic Achievement (Result Online)
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Student ID	:	1081101972
Name	:	LOI HUI KIT
Degree	:	Foundation in Engineering

Credit Transfer
Code	Course Title	Course Hours
*no credit transfer record*

Trimester : 1 2008/2009

Alpha Result
GPA :	-	CGPA :	-	Academic Status :	Pass
Hours :	18	Total Hours :	18	Total Points :	68.598

Code	Course Title	Grade
PCA0015	COMPUTER APPLICATIONS	PASS
PEN0015	ENGLISH 1	PASS
PHD0015	HUMAN DEVELOPMENT	PASS
PMC0045	PRE CALCULUS FOR ENGINEERING	PASS
PPH0015L	PHYSICS LAB 1	PASS
PPH0075	PHYSICS 1	PASS

oh....the way to calculate CGPA is total points/total hrs

Birthdays

2008-05-26T10:36:00.000-07:00

25 MAy 2008
Today was the day that we celebrated 3 birthdays(even none of them are on that day..LOL)....that are Marilyn, KEE weng and Han Wei....IT was a fun and exciting day eventhough we dont get to ride the so called menara melaka..because it was closed...haiz...but at least we get to drink and have fun in more cafe...and the excitement happens to be in windmill and before going to windmill.we were taking off from MBO....watching superheroes that is a very funny movie..but i think it is a 18 ++ show.....haha...i, alex and soon heng race to see who reaches windmill first..haha...i won..hehe..alex was second and soon heng was third...my heart almost fall out that time.....too much excitement and action..hehe.....btw,,,nice race u guys...haha....Anyway to marilyn,kee weng and han wei....i forgotten to wish u all happy birthday that day...so i take this apportunity to do some shout outs for u all,,,,happy birthday and may all your wishes come true....yeah...well it was an exciting day...these are the pics that we took that day...hehe...for once....i can get over my sadness that day....so happy....

nic and marilyn

boys and girls
girls section
boys section
the looks of 5 people at the back of my kelisa(7 people in the car)
me and master low, promoting the ice cream in more cafe

Jude during the race...yo take it easy...enjoy the ride
Boss and mitsubishi model (jude and han wei)
kee weng,marilyn, han wei,,,with peace signs
chun yian,kee weng, and nic
birthday gurl,marilyn and me... marilyn promoting nokia n82..The next next episode

mY Kl Trip

2008-05-10T10:29:00.000-07:00

well..it's been a long time since i post something..KY kept on asking me to write something..haha..so..here goes...on 6 May 2008,tuesday... i went to Kl for a trip with a couple of my old friends but i didnt call my friends at KL...sorry ya...i have the feeling that you guys are busy so i didnt contact you all...gomennasai...well...on with the story..i and my friend left at 3.00 p.m that very day...then i took the bus to KL. WHen we reached Pudu, we have to make a 20 min walk to the LRT, Then another 20 mins in the LRT to Wangsa Maju then another 5 mins taxi ride to my friends house as we are staying in it..suprisingly, It is just behind KTAR. So when we reached the house we throw our bags down and we K-O on the bed...then we took a stroll around the collage..IT really loooks like a normal secondary school...no offence but it does....then we went to a mamak stall nearby the house to have our dinner....suprisingly "Ho CHak" the TV food programme came to the mamak shop before and promoted it...so we tried the mamaks stall special chicken chop rice,,it;s actually better than i expected...haha....then we went home ....then unfortunately we found out that one of her roomate has admitted into a HOspital...due to gastric problems...helplessly...i could do nth...that time i felt so helpless...then...tryin to be happy... i an d my friend watched anime till 2.00 a.m..hehe...nth elso to do...hehe...that's the end of tiring and boring day 1...

Day 2
MY friend and her other roomate remarkablely woke up at 7.30a.m just to prepare to visit their friend in the hospital..Then we found out that she is unduring an operation as she got 4 holes to her appendix..so she got into the emergency room and it lasted for 7 painful hrs...but she recovering by the days..i felt helplessly that very day as i cant really do anything to help her..then i came to know that she is actually retaking her finals examinations that very day..but unfortunately she has to retake it again in the next semester,,,,sob sob...then i came to know that in order to retake the finals..you must have a reasonable reason if u already retake it..so...i tried to be a helping hand and i wrote a letter to their lecturer to approve on her retake on the exam..at least that's the only thing i can do...but my friend's roomate,penny,she is really a great friend...she accompany her friend that admitted in the hosp,SY...for the whole day since the day SY admitted in the hosp....BUt luckily Penny told us later that day that she is going to be ok..and is recovering...thank god.wish her to have a fast recovery..I must really thank my friend...eventhough this things happen.she puts on a happy face and brought me to jalan in KL...haha....Around 10.30a.m that day we took a bus to sungai wang,well what i can say is KL is 100% jams all the day....worst of all...the bus will stop at every stop to wait for customers..haiz...more time wasted...then after a few hours we have reached sungai wang...when we reached there,,,we planned to sing K...but the rooms are FULLy BOOKED..and it's still before school hours...WOW.....then We waited for our another friend to join us,ET, which joins us at 2.00p.m...actually she reached at 1.00 but she is late because of her shoe that was too big and the shoe is of the smallest size that is around size 5...and she still cant fit...she has to put papers in the sole of the shoe...hahahahahahhaha.....then we went shopping....i went shopping for clothes....i bought 2 clothes,a shoe and bla bla bla,,,hehe....reallyy...KL clothes are more modern and cheaper than in MLK..haha...then we went to LOw Yat..then to Pavilion....then another friends of my friend joins us,CH,,,he's a cool guy with a cool hair...sorry...no pics,,,,haha...he got a hair that nobody has,,,his height is 163 but his hair makes him 171...u know what i mean now...hehe...wherever he walks people will look at him,some call him tai ko(big BROTHER),some ask him how he did his hair..haha...his clothes are even punkish...but eventhough he looks like that but he is a good and great guy...dont judge a book by it's cover....he is a cool and funny guy...haha...eventhough he frightens me at first...haha..no offence CH...then we watched a movie at pavalion..IRONMAN>>>i watch 3 times d...haiz...but my friends force me to watch because they havent saw it yet..haiz...almost fall asleep in the cinema...but really>>the GSC in it is magnificent and outstanding...100 times better than the 1 in MLK...i'm impress....after the movie we went home....at 10 something...but we reach home at 12 something...that day i ate wan tan mee at old town 1.00p.m and lasted till 11 something...that day i almost faint in the LRT...then feeling like a beast...i quickly went to the mamak stall near the house to have my dinner...hehe...that was a very suffering time...then around 1 something CH comes with a car...hehe...drives us to a mamak stall to eat again..there i ate roti canai..hehe...supprisingly a lot of shops are open 24 hrs...then we chat till 4 something..and plan wat to do on the next day...then we went home...then K-O////

3rd day
on 10.30a.m..CH came as promised to fetch us to 1 Utama...actually we wanted to go Sunway but i wanted to visit my friend that is working in 1 utama..haha....so they agreed...haha...but when CH came...we just work up with panda eyes...haha..paiseh...then we quickly got ready and went out at 12 something...well..what i know is KL is really big...it;s takes a long time to get from 1 place to another....then when we reached 1 Utama, we went in and got lost..hehe....we cant tell the difference between the OLD wing and the NEW wing..haha...then my friend,ET, with the unsatisfying wanting to sing K...we searched for REd Box karaoke...we move up and down and we asked people....but they said they dunno....so we got curious...in the end ET found out from her another friend on the phone that the last time they went to red box is at the crown not 1 Utama...then our brain mulfunction for 2 seconds.....There is a neway karaoke in 1 Utama...no wonder we cant find it and the workers there dunnoo..well....this explains why the directory didnt states that there is a red box karaoke....haha....Then we went to NEWay to sing...I cant really sing that day as i started LAU sai that day since morning...7 times...suffering...that day my stomACh feels like a knife stabbing into it...luckily there is a toilet in the karaoke room..yeah a toilet in every karaoke room...cool rite..haha...then i really thank my mum because she called me and asked how am i...i told her about the stomach probs..she panic and called my aunt that stays in KL to give me medicine...and asked me to see a doctor..but i do not want to ma fan my aunt so i just took the medicine only...thanks to my mum and my wonderful aunt that travel a long distance to give me the medicine...my stomach is getting better a bit..but it still hurts.but it;s better than in the morning..that makes me feel like a pregnant women delivering..haha..I really must thank CH for accompanying me to find my aunt eventhough he dunno the way and we went in circles...haha...then after than 4 of us went out of the karaoke...which cost us 86.30...very expensive man...just RM27 for the peanuts/...so next time when you go to sing in KL...cancle the peanuts..haha..then we went to the rockclimbbing next to the karaoke..we went on a tour.but we didnt climb on it as my friends are afraid of too much adventure and i on the other hand feel like delivering a baby..haha...haha.then i went to find my friend that is working in 1 utama.i got lost when i found her...thank god she knows 1 utama very well..so she rescued me...she has change,,,she has become more women like...and more friendlier... she even treat me to a special donut at green apple ...thanks L..appreciate it..then we talked and she leads me around 1 utama..and we went to see cute boys,haha..but she is working that day..so..she has to go to work and she seldoms and most probably wont come back to MLK..so i'm gonna miss her..thanks L for showing me places..and rescuing me....then we went to eat at mcdonalds..and we went shopping....then we have a plan to go clubbin in 1 of the clubs in KL..but i dont really want to because first thing i'm sick and i dont really have the mood to go...so sorry ya...then later we went home..we notice that ET left her IC with her BF...then she called her bf..then they started a fight...since the beginning of the ride till the end even when we reached home...they are still quarreling on the phone...then it;s already 12 something..i lied down on the bed and felt like heaven as my stomach still hurts.but by lying down it gets better a bit...then...i suddenly heard a loud cry...then i saw ET crying..i have nvr seen she cry so loud before,,,then i and the other 2 had a moment of silence as we are scared...then my friend,J she went to ET and talked to her...then...somehow...i fallen asleep....as it is already 1 something and we were walking for hrs that day and we were tired,,,then from what i heard she still cry until 3 something then she slept..haiz....since that time my eager search for having a gf vanish..when i see quarrels like that..i just dunno what to say..sometimes it's better to be single and sometimes it's better to be couples...which is better...puzzles in my mind till now

4th day...last day...
This is the day i went home back to MLk...me and J then took the bus back to Mlk....then my bro fetched me...and i am back home...HOme sweet Home.thanks for everything J.See a doc due to the pain and got home to rest,,,,then....i slept from 4pm till 12 a.m..haha...due to not enough of sleep when i was in KL...haha...recovering..well..my stomach still hurts but is getting better day by day...actually since day 1 i miss someone .....since from the first day i miss her till the last day
i even sms her every nite...as i cant get her off my mind.....i even dreamed of her.but on very day,,,when i chat with her in msn that nite...i saw her new pics in friendster,,then i saw her hugging someone and dears and love notes all around...so outof curiousity,,,i asked her whether she has a bf d... she,MH, told me that she just only got a BF....my heart shatters again...and i have turn back into a lonely dull person again,,,BUt eventhough it is meant to be like that..i dont really mind as i hope that the person i cherish is happy with the person she loves..i wish her all the best...LOoks like i'm destined to be alone..eventhough i know her not too long..but i have already have the like feeling towards her..but sometimes if you really love someone you let that someone to be happy with someone she loves....well..as long as she is happy...well...peace out///

my birthday

2008-04-27T08:59:00.000-07:00

my birthday
3rd february was the happiest day of my life…First time my birthday was celebrated with real cake and birthday songs. And even got my present from the one I like…Today I was told to go to the canteen and wait there. Then, one of my friend ask me to close my eyes. Then I saw a cake in front of me (Chocolate flavor) … Then I made a wish that I wished will come true. The most cherish moment is I was fed by her. I was so happy that time. Then I went to
Seoul
Gardenwith my other friends that also celebrated my birthday with a cake. Unsuspectingly, it’s the same kind of cake but vanilla flavor. I was so happy today as I got 2 cakes on the same day. I really like the people who did this for me as they had put new meaning in my life. This is my most unforgettable and cherish moment.thank you everyone